surprise surprise its art

herro i lik to draw pictures. at least in theory. i hardly pick up pens anymore expect to color code notes in my journal to distract myself instead of actually getting anything done. i think im afraid of it turning out bad. my self esteem and self worth is defined about how good i can make pictures. its my major too so there is a lot of pressure and it scares me off.

if i were to make something i would have to narrow down my style i guess. i watch videos are read about how to maximize success and advertise yourself properly and establishing your audience, but it makes my brain melt.what horrible conditions to create under.

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